To My Friends

Thanks for trying to help. I have been praying about God's will for this season for awhile. Please just listen and don't try to push me into something I don't feel right about. I know I need to earn a couple hundred dollars a month. God will show me His will. I am prioritizing my mental health right now. Please understand. On the outside, it appears I am lazy,  a moocher, and moody. I am protecting my mental health. I am taking care of me before I end up back on drugs and suicidal. Please, please... take my health seriously.  I am not doing great right now. God is in control. Thank you.