Life... it hurts.
It hurts every turn I make. I'm scared to look anywhere for fear I will hurt some more. I don't know what to do.
There is a wonderful blessing that lifted my spirits a bit. My health has greatly declined, and I recently got some potentially devastating news. I worry when I die, there will be no one to take care of my Addy and Jireh. My prayers were answered when a friend texted me this morning to let me know she would keep them both together. What a relief! Knowing what a big responsibility that is, I definitely felt appreciative, loved, and understood.
I'm holding on to that to refuse to give up.